because lately i'm not dreaming, so what's the point in sleeping
I'm just so tired of people. I just want to not exist, not talk. I just want to watch. I want to waste away, not having to do anything, entertain anyone, satisfy anyone's needs. I just want to be alone even though right now, I'm already the loneliest I've ever been in my whole life. I want to be properly alone, without having to pretend that I'm not.